My 2020 so far...

My 2020 so far... 

Last March (3rd week) we got a report that a a Covid+ patient came in to work and used the facilities. It was from the other building but it was also a building I went into. After 5 days, work declared that we "Work from Home" until further notice. 

I packed up my bags and called my dad and told him im going home. I only pack a few things thinking that I would only do this for a month. I cleaned my apartment and went home.  Fast forward to October and im still working from home. 

TBH - i got used to it now, but I still prefer to work in an office space. I dont feel relaxed because my home space is now my office space too. I also got major panic/anxiety attacks when I started working from home. I dont know why, but working from home is really panic inducing. 

Also, I missed my friends. I miss the gym, i missed the korean resto i always eat at, I miss running (without a mask) because im scared ill inhale someone's sneeze (yes, I have that fear, dont judge me). I miss dressing up going to work. I miss having tea and coffee with my boss, i miss face to face meetings. I miss my desk and my tumblers I also left my halloween costume at work. 

I miss my house in the city. Thats what I really miss, my comfy bed, my cold room. Having a guaranteed alone time. 

In the last 15+ years this is the longest time ive spent at home. Ever since college ive been independent. I love being with my family but, sometimes I want my life back.