I cant write.

 Ive said too many times that I would start writing my thoughts here regularly, and yet, I fail to do so every time. 

Im finally facing the music, i've lost my spark in writing. 

I thought I can still get it back by reading and getting inspiration from my favorite authors, reading AUs, listening to music and generally living life. 

Nothing seems to work. 

I was such a passionate young writer, I had notebooks upon notebooks of short stories and essays. I would constantly write stories weekly just getting ideas from my daily life or overheard conversations.

I used to spend my weekends rummaging bookstores for the next best read, drinking tea and just people watch and create stories from them passing by. 

I used to submit short stories in our school paper and write speeches for presenters, but now, I cant even write here properly. 

Even if I had an idea in mind and would want to write about it here, I couldn't.

I feel like i've drained my whole existence of creativity. I cant even write something poetic to describe what i'm feeling right now. 

I hope the young writers I follow on X or IG, would not lose their spark in writing. 

Writing was an escape to me, now, i'm beginning to feel suffocated by it.